{Worst} Employee of the Month

I really need to be a better employee.

I have such a bad attitude towards work right now.



I admit that I hate that I'm a working mother.



Just thinking that makes me feel guilty on so many levels.


I feel guilty that I'm not at home with Hannah.

I feel guilty that I'm not more focused while I'm at work
but all I want to do is get home to Hannah.

I feel guilty that I'm not more appreciative of the fact
that I HAVE a job that we NEED me to have.

Then I feel guilty that I wish I could put all the
income earning weight on my husband's shoulders.


It would be great if I was gracefully accepting the situation but,
at 4 weeks into my role as a working mother, I'm just not there yet.