I really need to be a better employee.
I have such a bad attitude towards work right now.
I admit that I hate that I'm a working mother.
Just thinking that makes me feel guilty on so many levels.
I feel guilty that I'm not at home with Hannah.
I feel guilty that I'm not more focused while I'm at work
but all I want to do is get home to Hannah.
I feel guilty that I'm not more appreciative of the fact
that I HAVE a job that we NEED me to have.
Then I feel guilty that I wish I could put all the
income earning weight on my husband's shoulders.
It would be great if I was gracefully accepting the situation but,
at 4 weeks into my role as a working mother, I'm just not there yet.